Monday, September 29, 2014

The worst that could happen!

I said that I would be back tonight and this post will be the hardest one I have ever written!
6 weeks ago my ex-wife was told that she had level 5 liver cancer and that there was not anything that could be done to treat it. She was going to die!
After spending the past month in the hospital, she decided that she did not want to die in the hospital and she wanted to go home. So a week ago we took her home and her care was taken over by Hos pic.
Her and my son Gerry have lived together sense our divorce to share expenses. He got up Sunday morning and she had passed sometime during the night.
We knew that she was going to die, but it happened so fast! We though that we had more time. Even the Doctors didn't think it would be this soon.
Her funeral was last Friday!
My Son is the one I am really worried about! they were really close and it hit him hard! But he is taken it one day at a time! And that's all any of us can do!

Kathleen Joanne Stewart
6 November 1956 - 21 September 2014


I know, Where have I been?
 As if my last post was not bad enough! I though that things could not get any worse! But They did!! And life went from bad too rock bottom!
This will be a short post just to let you all know that my internet service is back up as of this morning and I will be back up tonight to explain where I have been and how I am trying to bounce back! And how life keeps knocking me down!
But there is a small light at the end of the tunnel! I will explain latter.
For now, I will close.
Just wanted to let you all know that I AM BACK!